What's also funny is that I started this post at 11am, and I went and did some other stuff, and now it is 6:30pm. About time to finish this post, oui? Oh whoa, and now it's 8:35pm! Silly distractions!
About my last post, now that I reflect on it, it seems a little harsh, and I spent some time wondering whether I should delete it or not. Thankfully, things have improved btwn the two of us. Either I was the only one upset or she got over it or we just both subconsciously decided to fix things, but now it's as if the incident never happened...However, since this is a blog, I don't want to have to hide things from the select few of you who read it, so here it shall stay.
9:33pm now! This is gonna be one of the 'taken the most time to write' posts! Okay, first topic of this post: What if the other me existed? Just a few days ago, my mom was telling me about an old boyfriend of hers. [cue romantic reminiscent music] They went to high school together, but he eventually went to Australia for university, then to work in Hong Kong in the jewellery business. Interestingly enough, my mom's part-time job at a jewellery store has business connections with mom's ex-bf!
It was weird, she was telling me about how he used to be quite the handsome guy when they were younger, but when I see his photo, I can't picture him as a handsome guy...Ack sorry if that sounds mean, but he's such a typical 'slightly balding, black rimmed glasses, middle-aged man!' I asked why things didn't work out between the two of them, and she told me that it was very difficult to maintain a long-distance relationship.
{btw, watch this video of Kerrie Pickler's interview w/ Ellen if you have the time! Most ppl find her annoying/blonde, but for some reason, I find her so cute and amusing to watch! My fav. part is 1:31-1:35, it's SO me when I'm excited! Seriously, when I'm high (happy high, not drug high!), I'm so eager to get my words out that the words will scramble themselves up on their way to my mouth from my brain! Totally not my fault!
Other times, I'll just randomly lose track of what I'm saying and if the other person stopped listening, I'll ask 'uhh, where was I?' Then, the two of us will spend around a min trying to figure out what I was talking about before I'm hit with another thought and start talking about that instead. Obviously, at some random time later on, the lost thought returns, and I'll just jump into that again!}
10:27, oy! I was talking about...ah, good thing it's all typed up, all I need to do is scroll! Thank goodness for technology, or else I'd never get anything done/finish any of my thoughts! So yea, the discussion with my mom got me thinking. What if mom's ex-bf didn't go to Australia? What if he had stayed in Toronto?
Well for starters, my mom wouldn't have married my dad, which means that my brother and I would not have been born. So if I were to assume that most of the decisions in my life were made by my mom, what if it was actually the same in the life of 'other me?'
By that, I mean the decisions of where to live and such. So if my mom really wanted to stay in Toronto and live in all the places(houses) that I've lived in, wouldn't that mean if my mom had a kid at the same time as she had me, the kid would be sitting in the exact same chair I'm sitting in right now?
Well, obviously the person would be different, so they could either by out partying or actually DOING homework, or maybe they would be in [...research period] (ugh, cities are so hard to find on world maps from Google!) whatever, Greenland as an exchange student...
But yea, I found that very mind-boggling! So that means they would be going to my school, but possibly as well as not quite possibly have the same set of friends as me. What kind of person would he/she be? How different would he/she and I be? If I were to be myself in somebody else's place, would the 'other me' and I have been friends?
But of course, I remember Psalm 139:13, "I knit you together in your mother's womb," and Ephesians 1:11-12, "I chose you when I planned creation." So yay! But still, it was an interesting thought that I chewed on for quite a long time!
11:11pm haha, I past the 12-hour mark for writing a blog post! WOW this was long...when am I ever going to learn to write short posts?? Not in the upcoming future, that's for sure! It seems as if I never know when to stop writing, and especially since there's no limit here, I just keep going and going and going and going and-
So I was supposed to go to tutoring for math this morning because I fail at math because I'm not a 'REAL ASIAN >=D or should the smiley be ^_^\/' but because I've been busy/aka lazy, I haven't finished the assigned hmwk, so my session is moved until tmrw night because I'll have time to finish the hmwk by then, but because I'm easily distracted/don't want to do math hmwk, I've been watching Youtube videos and MSN'ing and blogging and Facebooking because I'm Starr. Make sense?
Nah =]
So, the way I choose my bloggly (like daily, get it? =D oh, funny is me..) picture is a bit strange. Sometimes it'll be something that's on my mind, or a word that I find amusing, or just something completely out of the blue. In the future, see if you can categorize my bloggly pictures!I never intended to have a bloggly picture, but I'm a creature of habit. My first post had a picture and a caption, and what I do when I write a post now, is refer back to older posts to see if everything 'matches,' so to speak. Bloggly...I should name one of my future dogs that, the word is quite tongue-friendly! Meaning, it rolls off one's tongue well?
ANYWAY, I haven't even started to talk about the picture! I was rifling through my mind for words that I liked, and 'doozie' appeared. So, I Google image'd 'doozie,' and was rewarded with a Double Doozie® from Great American Cookies! Wow look at the cream, it's like...perfectly twisted like a towel! And don't even get me started, why are there so few M&M's?! The best cookie ever would be made of entirely M&M's with cookie crumbs dusted on top, sandwiching vanilla cream! Just kidding, I chose this pic because most of the other image results were of these old fashioned cars, sigh.
11:47, so much for doing math hmwk! Btw, I said "Okay, first topic of this post" up in paragraph 3, and I realized that it was all I talked about! There were no other topics, because I blabbered for too long! >=/
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